SAD............

I don't know how to describe my feeling over the past 3 days. It's terribly sad and heart pain deep in my heart. I never feel so down after the birth of my boy as I had a hard time during my labor and it's the darkest time in my life. But, after I know about his case, I can't help and keep thinking why it's so unfair to the little boy who had just live for 7 months on his life..... I'm really blessed that my boy is given a second chance to live.

I think most of you are aware about Bernard Wee....... ya, a poor boy who had a heart disease and passed away before he got a chance to go for the operation. My heart is so pain every time I clicked on his mommy's blog and FB and saw the messages she left for him. As a mommy of 2 kids, I really can feel how sad will it be of a mommy who lost her child.

When I decided to left my lappy for all the sad news, my friend show me another blog of a little angel who passed away on this Feb due to cancer. My tears are out of my control when I'm reading her blog. Why they need to suffer so much in their life????? They are just a innocent baby, aren't they deserve a chance to live since YOU decided to bring them to this world...... Why YOU want to take them back from their parents?

May these 2 angels will meet in heaven one day.........!!!!!!!

Miscarriage

Today is a sad sad day for me as I just came back from my gynae's clinic and confirmed that I've a miscarriage.......can't hold the baby!!!

We don't know what is the main cause for this miscarriage. And myself also don't wish to think about it. What I'm looking forward is to take a good rest for myself and try it again when we are ready.

Wish me luck!!!!

Sad news

When I was in my customer place this afternoon, mom called me up and told me that Yasuyo's (my sister in law) dad just passed away. I was so sad to hear this news........Felix and Yasuyo will be fly back to Japan tonight. Actually both of them were just back from Japan this Sunday and now they need to go back again.

Although I don't know him very well and just met him once on Felix wedding this April. To me, he is a very tough person. I heard from Felix that he had been suffered from cancer for about 5 years but he is very strong and positive to fight with it. Too bad that he is gone now.........

Our deepest condolence to Yasuyo's family and I know that "HE" will always in our heart/memories even he is not around........


Picture of Kendra with Yasuyo's dad when we visited Japan this April 07