Conceive

Just received a call form my ex-colleague and being inform that she is expecting for her second baby. I'm so happy for her and at the same time was so down for myself.

I got to know that she just try for about one month plus then conceived already. How come it's so difficult for me..?????? I started to plan since last December but still no news yet up to now. Hubby and I were so desparate eveytime we heard someone we knew is pregnant. Most of my friend will comfort me and ask me not to think so much and have to be more relax. How I'm going to be relax....... the age gap for Kendra and the little one will be far away if I'm still not conceive......this is what I worried the most!